Saturday, February 27, 2010

Are you okay?

so i wake up this morning at 530 from a knocking on my door asking me if i was okay, and to report to the lounge, something about a tsunami and needing to get to higher grounds.
*#&$ its saturday and i just went to bed an hour ago. PLUS i have plans to go to the art museum! i remember someone talking about a tsunami last night but im still so confused. 
I guess everything is closed and people are filling up their tanks of water and gas and heading to higher ground.
i wasnt too worried seeing as im on the north side and like half a mile away from the beach. but with all this chaos and people calling me asking if im okay im getting a little stressed! also people are really packing up and leaving!!!! by 1045 its 1041! 

Friday, February 26, 2010


Being I, is like being tone deaf
The music plays 
And I hear something
But it isnt what everyone else hears
Its like being a sheet of white blotting paper
The words come out of peoples mouths
And then disappear behind my face
Into a wall of falling snow

Thursday, February 25, 2010

If, If, and If

If I were a month, I’d be September

If I were a day of the week, I’d be Friday

If I were a time of day, I’d be midnight

If I were a planet, I’d be Venus

If I were a sea animal, I’d be Dolphin
If I were a direction, I’d be West

If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be an Antoinette Sofa

If I were a liquid, I’d be red wine

If I were a gemstone, I’d be a Diamond

If I were a tree, I’d be a Cheery tree
If I were a tool, I’d be a Power drill

If I were a flower, I’d be a Gerbera Daisy

If I were a kind of weather, I’d be cloudy, rain, and no wind

If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a piano

If I were a color, I’d be grey

If I were an emotion, I’d be content

If I were a fruit, I’d be banana

If I were a sound, I’d be rain falling on glass

If I were an element, I’d be fire

If I were a car, I’d be smart car

If I were a food, I’d be chips and salsa

If I were a place, I’d be London, England

If I were a material, I’d be cotton

If I were a taste, I’d be sour

If I were a scent, I’d be fresh laundry

If I were an animal, I’d be a chimpanzee 

If I were an object, I’d be a book

If I were a body part, I’d be eyes

If I were a facial expression, I’d be a half smile

If I were a song, I’d be Why cant i be you

If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be pair of black and white oxfords


Rachael Yamagata - New Music - More Music Videos

So for those of you falling in love
keep it kind
keep it good
keep it right

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

A dream within a dream

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow —
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand —
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep — while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?
-Edgar Allan Poe

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Vitamin C

I dont mind the taste of chewable vitamin c pills,
but i prefer the taste of chewed up swallowable ones instead

so far i have counted SEVEN bug bites on my legs. i cant imagine where they came from because i have been sitting on my bed writing a paper and youtubing for the past few lots of hours. ants.. damn ants..

Monday, February 22, 2010

technicolor yawn

A few years back i had a newish friend who asked to bunk at my house for a few nights.
I said sure, only shortly after he arrived he came up with some awkward sickness that caused him to pray to the porcelain god over and over and over again. the only trouble being he had a case of the night soils as well. 
at the time i wasnt completely sure how to approach the situation, so i ignored it pretending i knew nothing of his misfortunes. only after the acts continued on for two or so days this approach obviously failed. and i had to eventually take care of my newish friend and his spewwww.
I only bring this up because i had another awkward run in with the night soils tonight.

So i was sitting in my corner stall reading my book at 1 am when another girl walks in and chooses the stall next to me. it was fairly quiet in there. but i guess i was being extremely quite. non-existant quite. because she was SO loud. either she is a very confident girl or she had no idea i was there. she was making noises i have never heard before. i wasnt really sure if i should just remain quite to spare her the embarrassment or if i should quickly get up and leave so she would never know my identity. i was holding back my laugher so hard, so i decided to do a foot check to see if it was one of the core six. then i could laugh out loud and make them feel real awkward but okay at the same time. it definitely was not. after about five minutes of exotic bathroom noises (not to mention the smell) she flushed and left. 

she left towards my hallway side. there are only three girl out from the core six. (since they probably dont read this im okay to say names) it definitely wasnt Ali the tan girl, which leaves Elke or Caroline. the Australian or the Chinese. my vote Australian. 

Dear girl,
Thank you for letting me know how your fiber intake was today. i might bring up some new rules in the hallway tomorrow.
1. Pee only on our side PLS
2. ALL other business go to the other side!!!
3. thank you from your friendly neighbor
im sorry if it embarrasses you, but i want you to know its just for kicks. we may have our differences, but one things for sure. we were both sitting in a bathroom late one night. hoping to be alone. little did we know we were both soon going to be interrupted. 


Sunday, February 21, 2010


i FINALLY got TUMBLR figured out. 
to all my faithful followers, 
join me in the tumblr world as well!!!
to the rest of you,
happy lenting.

girl, interrupted

As far as sunday goes
1.i slept for a wonderful 12 hours
2.watched girl, interrupted my nails
4.ate a chocolate ball
5.took a shower
6.had the best chat with mom
7.watched an oc episode

Plan for tonight
1. GET UP!
2. feed my brain, my body maybeeez
3. tidy room
4. midterm study hopefully
5. sleep!

Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted. -girl, interrupted

Saturday, February 20, 2010


This might be a little dramatic but
I dont think im going to make it much longer unless i gift myself these SHOESSSSSSSSSS

I love them SO much.

Friday, February 19, 2010


Everyone should have one of these

plus to my baby sister
my little sunshine
peachy jill
my truest groupie

Thursday, February 18, 2010


stress equals zits
zits equal more stress
more stress equals bad grades
bad grades equal not good

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

I have something to tell you..

I have email pen pals
I keep my cell phone nearby whenever im reading in case i dont know a words meaning
I daydream about WOW
I would spend money on clothing over anything, anyday
My favorite boys are the ones who can pull off long hair
I am paranoid about things touching my face
I constantly have thoughts and opinions running through my head, but putting them to words is one of the hardest things.
I always let my mind beat my body and heart
Of all the minds, the one i admire most is Churchill
I make the strangest noises and actions with my hands when im nervous or anxious
Sleeping people creep me out
I am scared of someone poking my feet with a needle in my sleep, so i cover my feet at all times.
I really really like byuh
I use extra strength deodorant
I have a HUGE stash of letters and emails written but never sent
I would chose bella over anyone
I can remember only one day in my life being completely happy, since then i can only remember feeling at least completely content
I procrastinate everything
I hate wearing underwear or bras, so i dont as often as possible
I have a crush on someone
Clowns are my biggest fear
Coffee always makes me physically feel better
I always wonder what the people in the elevator with me are thinking, and i usually make up scenarios.
I have a constant fear that everything could suddenly fall apart
I dont hate people i just like my thoughts better when im alone

HOKAY! So many secrets for one night

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

I am loving this song right now

Democratic Peace

I should be getting two packages from snail mail this week!
I should also be mailing out a few overdue. very overdue packages this week!

One midterm down, only four more to go. plus a duly noted paper to write.

I thought of this theory this morning. 'Countries who use Mac dont go to war with each other' and in this i mean countries who predominately use Mac. 

On a final note, thanks Kelly for showing me this darling band! 
I love you a lot KK!

Monday, February 15, 2010


Yesterday i got a random text out of nowhere that said,
"F*ck you Jessica.
Your a b*tch"

My first reaction was that they used the wrong "you're"
but aside from that i thought how rude the text was.
so i wrote back "That is very rude of you to say"

and they replied saying "your rude and that goes for your boyfriend too!'

im positive i dont personally know anyone named jessica who is a rude b*tch with a rude boyfriend, but to that anonymous texter, "f*ck you too"

Saturday, February 13, 2010

the bucks

I woke up this morning to one nostril breathing and the other not.
My throat sore with spikes running down its walls
The realization that i have not written my assigned articles for this week
And my head twisted like a cinnabun, that i want. but wont have

I think ill get a starbucks today
Isnt it interesting coffee is the third most valuable export commodity here next to oil and illegal drugs. 
Still wish starbucks would up their game in fair trade beans, seems like a better use of my money. but for now while im carless, and moneyless ill continue to buy from them. 

Friday, February 12, 2010

Heres to

One of the most creative fashion designers of my teenage time
His spring 2008 RTW show blew my mind enchanted.
I remember sitting at my desktop computer looking through his collection and finding it absolutely stunning. 
I adore all his work beyond anything.
Hopefully he lives on as an icon in the fashion world
Heres to the creative genius....
Lee Alexander McQueen

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Jimmi Francoeur

Is quickly making the ranks on my most visited websites page

These photos remind me of salt lake, whos to guess they were actually taken in the great city of salt?
probably not, but hey, they look close enough.
Jim (yes we are on on nickname bases in case you were wondering) is a photographer from Canada living in Canada.
Canada has got it going on lately!
Tegan and Sara
Jim Francoeur
Celine Dion
The Olympics
Maple Syrup
Now if only we could stop the seal slaughter, I probably maybe would LOVE to live there

Mauve Naïf

Are you mad, or are you sad?
or are your eyes and hands always on the breasts?
I think im going to gift my self with a totem pole-esque scarf next paycheck.
Designer: Catherine Lebrun
Photographer: Jimmi Francoeur

Tuesday, February 9, 2010


When i should be writing a long, space wasted paper i am reading blog friends posts and comparing CNN vs. Fox stories.
Fox is the only news channel played on campus. I actually enjoy fox. not for educational purposes, for entertainment and my daily dose of what the f*cks. 

I really really 

Home Wrecker

Heres to the home wrecking theme. 
Beyond scandalous. 

photos via
Sebastian Faena
Arthur Elgort

The Movies

As far as movies go, i have seen quite a few recently.
Dear John
Those are probably the only blog worthy ones.

Avatar was really great actually. I was a little hesitant to see it mainly because of the huge praise everyone was giving it. but i judged it too quickly. The pocahontas plus fern gully theme was not the most original but far better than ninety five percent of the other movies that follow the cinderella, beauty and the beast, and sleeping beauty themes. The love story in it was cute, and soft. and cute. but really i think love stories are getting old, especially since practically every movie AND every song are love themed. time to get creative Hollywood.

Dear John,
You are the saddest movie i have seen. I teared up a few times during you. and your twist really got me. i would have NEVER guessed. I wish you would have explained more. then again, now i can make my own assumptions. which are John and Savannah do not end up together. i kind of want to read the book to see if more is explained, but there are so many other books ahead of you on my list, so you will have to wait. and im not too worried about it because going back through my brain and pulling out all the details from the movie, john, you were clearly nearly five years older in the last scene with your facial hair and suave clothing, and that hug was so sweet and longing that if you were together you were definitely not sleeping in the same bed. and that would be a shame, i would much rather you two not be together, because then the long lost first love feeling can still remain in the back of your heart and mind.

And AdventureLand. Firstly i think Kristen Stewart is a hautie. i really think she is one of the more beautiful hollywood actresses. her eyes are mesmerizing. Michael Cera would have been a much better fit for the main role (james) i think was his name. i keep thinking Kristen Stewart and Michael Cera have a film together but i cant think of it. and Ryan Reynolds... since when are you a cheating asshole? all i could think about the whole time was Scarlet Johansson in hes just not that into you. their acting skills are very similar and their facial expressions and tone of voice the same too. they are married right? pretty shallow movie. reminded me of utah a little bit, in the sense of everyones everyday activities. but i was entertained. i like the home wrecker theme. kristen is too juvenile to pull it off though.

But a lot of the tv shows are making it work so good.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

The Telenovela

My eyelids weigh thirty pounds and my brain is near empty.
Still i have trouble sleeping. every time i close my eyes i dream of a classmate.
We met by a chair, with a braid in order.
Later a chance encounter at a retail store which led to hours of conversation. 
He asked to see me again 
And again
And again
And the next thing i knew i was in a relationship with a stolen boy.
A close call and i came to my senses. 
Unfortunately for me some don't like no as an answer.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010


Only five more classes this week
Only five more classes this week

I am starting to love the weekdays over the weekends.
Only because they gym hours are much better.
I love the gym.