The Guru

Bella grew a lump around her neck and i dont think i have ever been more sad in my entire life.
I spent the night talking to all my animal loving friends getting their opinions.
Most told me that she was so purebred that she was probably going to have many problems.
Truth is she already has many problems.
A. She is mute
B. She hates dog bones
C. She only eats a few times a week
D. She still has a soft spot on her little head
E. She acts like she has a mild case of the downs most days
F. She drinks and loves alcohol.
Bella is so great. (as you can tell, this is only the fifth post about her) I would be truly sad if she died.
So i made funeral playlists for both of us...

Bella's Playlist
I love my dog- Cat Stevens
Hound dog- Elvis Presley
Me and you and a dog named boo- Lobo
Puppy love- Donny Osmond
The bitch is back- Elton John
Chihuahua- DJ Bobo
Everything reminds me of my dog- Jane Sibery
The sound of silence- Simon and Garfunkel


Kenzi's Playlist
All my days- Alexi Murdoch
Leaving you behind- Amanda Blank
Is it wicked not to care- Belle and Sebastian
3- Britney Spears
Anthems for a seventeen year old girl- Broken Social Scene
Why cant i be you- The Cure
Time after time- Cyndi Lauper
Pretty ugly before- Elliot Smith
Paparazzi- Lady Gaga
If you leave- OMD
Be still my heart- Postal Service
Asleep- The Smiths

Our funerals would be lovely. and merry. celebrating our lives. after all its so cliche to have a sad funeral.
Luckily, Bellas lump is just a reaction to her shots not fully settling in her body yet.
PHEW

twenty 10

The weather is so cold here, I have spent the whole day in sweats and i dont even care.

Going back to Hawaii in a few days for the last time. I am not really looking forward to going back, but im trying to look for the good things. 

First. I get to see all my new friends that i do miss quite a lot.

Second. I get to go back to warm weather and summer type clothing.

Third. I only have twelve more weeks there so im going to try and do everything on my list which includes many funs.

That is all i can think of. pretty lame list, but i really like being in utah a lot.

I miss my old friends here.

I miss my family.

I am going to miss the grand opening of my new home.

I miss Bella.

I like getting freezing cold the cuddling up in a blanket next to the fire where it is so warm. 

I LOVE having a car to get me around here, plus everything is so close to me here. I am not really a fan of naming a day the walstarmart day...

A big downfall to utah is the drama. There is always some type of issue here, whether big or small it is always around me in utah. Hawaii eliminates almost all drama. I swear its the weather. it is so hot and exhausting nobody has enough energy to create drama. or maybe it is just most the people i know in utah are from high school and still out of their minds. i still think its something in the air. 

Hello 2010.
You are my firsts,
Reading: Everything Is Illuminated
Listening: St. Vincent, My playlist is still lacking new music for the most part. UGH SO LAZY
Watching: Angelina Jolie marathon. I still cant get over how sexy she is.
Eating: Healthy foods right now, probably back to cereal in a few days. The cafe will be the death of me im sure of it.
Working on: My playlists, saving money, and figuring out my future fall plans
Wanting: to be motivated to go out for the night
Promising: to return to utah for at least the summer months.

So long 2009.

you were good for me.

Thanks for saving me from what i wanted.

 

Hello GoodBye Hawaii

In 2010 i will drink as much soda pop as i want

Thanks 2009 for holding me strong to my rsolutions.

This year i will not tan in the hawaiian sun.

photobooth photoshoot photogenic

Coloring hair job from a complete stranger turned out better then thought. 

But according to my peachy sister im a real mexican now. 

Damn the hawaiian sun for touching my skin

Step one to becoming blonde is complete. Thanks to Kylie. Mindys lovely roommate.

Tomorrow step two. Thanks to Morgan. 

Later in the week step three thanks to my lovely step mom and real hair stylist. 

I also bought a pair of thinning sheers. hopefully my last butch cut was just beginners luck or MaggieEliza is going to be a stress case yet again.

MaggieEliza wrote me today 

'Tonight at dinner i had a portabella mushroom burger instead of a regular burger...perhaps you are rubbing off on me kens.'

Brilliant just Brilliant. I love being roommates with Mag. 

Old

New 

blu

Amanda Blank

Its funny how leaving some friends behind brings old friends back.

sheek geek

This article is quite funny.

If we are not allowed to use geek or nerd what do we use... expert in useless things? 

and what is cool? cool is relative.

give me a break mr. 4th grade science fair. 

Gnight

MY COMPUTER IS CONFUSING ME

MY PLAY LISTS ARE GETTING OLD 

okay caps are off.

Bella is like a caterpillar in a cocoon right now.

4.08

Sherlock Holmes is my boyfriend.

But Rachel Mccadams is crazy sexy.

blah dont mind me

Oh Lance

Lance Burton was tonight.

Aside from being the only magician i have ever seen, i think he was the best.

The man kept disappearing. Every act he was either on the opposite side of the stage or transformed into a woman. 

I think i know how this all works but i have convinced my mind otherwise to keep the fun in it. A child was picked to guest star in a disappearing act. and he disappeared. coming back a few minutes later out of the ceiling. 

I really wanted to find the child afterwards to ask where he went. I wonder if he was like Mel Gibson in what women want and hung out in the back with all the fancy women, picking cocktails and acting studley. 

Magic is like Woah.  

ps. no animals were killed in this show.

XO

long gone

What if this movie was inspired by this song

Maybe that is the reason i love them both.

weather whether

I am deciding whether to stay with blogger or leave for tumblr. 

My friend Ezra has inspired this.

also tumblr has an iphone app.

AND hundreds of gorgeous of themes to choose from. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE

Gas station tales

The best thing about short hair is no shedding.

The Loma

The smokey smell of freshly blown out candles makes me feel like christmas.

The Final

Another and probably the last Joseph update.

Today in the Aloha center he approached me asking if i was ready for the dance final.

I replied with, 'I guess as ready as possible!' 

He just gave me a courtesy laugh and said something about how excited he was. 

So i said, 'GREAT! have a good day!' 

As soon as he walked off Amy asked me why i was talking to him in such a strange tone.

I realized i was using my Childs voice with him.

You know the voice you use when praising a child..?

Your voice goes way up and your eyes get real big.

This is also the voice you use when you feel extremely superior to the person you are talking to. 

I never thought of my self as being superior to Joseph

After all he is just a normal human, like me.

But now im thinking that in the very very deep back of my head there is a feeling of superiority. 

Or maybe i just have no hope or respect for this boy. hopefully that is it. 

Good Luck tomorrow Joseph. ;)

The homework

Really do not want to do homeworks..

Cant Hardly Wait

The New

We played a version of risk in political science today.

I walked in late so i chose to be on the pink team,

but after pink starting loosing real hard i secretly switched to green

Matt was livid with this exchange.

oh well.

 pink ended up staying in the game the whole time but...

green won. so i got fifty extra credit points...

i <3 college

Me and this cherry MaggieEliza

JTT

After

Six papers

Four finals

One christmas party

One long flight

I'LL BE HOME FOR CHRISTMAS!

When i was younger this was my favorite movie.

I think it was my secret crush on JTT that made me completely crazy back then.

My mom called me today and told me that Bellas knee is out of socket.

Also she has to get seven teeth pulled.

She will be a gummer and she is only 3.

The update

I no longer have my computer.

Thanks to a harsh night in bed last night.

It is a good thing i go home to another computer next week.

So for now i am hanging out in the library a lot.

Miss you MaggieEliza. a lot.

Also Joseph emailed me again. 

I found out that he is cheerleader for the spirt squad.

These are his intelligent words today.

Greetings
Class roster has 22 names but I only have 9 songs including mine? ? ? Give mi a call or text mi where I can pick up yo song or U can email it 2 mi 2day Wed 9th b4 9pm. C ya & gud nite.

Joseph
(808)277 9365

I am still real confused with the mi's.

I hope he gets some calls from this second post about him.

Almost famous.