The Final

Another and probably the last Joseph update.

Today in the Aloha center he approached me asking if i was ready for the dance final.

I replied with, 'I guess as ready as possible!' 

He just gave me a courtesy laugh and said something about how excited he was. 

So i said, 'GREAT! have a good day!' 

As soon as he walked off Amy asked me why i was talking to him in such a strange tone.

I realized i was using my Childs voice with him.

You know the voice you use when praising a child..?

Your voice goes way up and your eyes get real big.

This is also the voice you use when you feel extremely superior to the person you are talking to. 

I never thought of my self as being superior to Joseph

After all he is just a normal human, like me.

But now im thinking that in the very very deep back of my head there is a feeling of superiority. 

Or maybe i just have no hope or respect for this boy. hopefully that is it. 

Good Luck tomorrow Joseph. ;)