Monday, March 22, 2010

Lovelier words


Ailurophile A cat-lover.
Becoming Attractive.
Brood To think alone. 
Bungalow A small, cozy cottage.
Chatoyant Like a cat’s eye. 
Conflate To blend together. 
Cynosure A focal point of admiration.
Dalliance A brief love affair.
Denouement The resolution of a mystery. 
Dulcet Sweet, sugary. 
Effervescent Bubbly
Efflorescence Flowering, blooming.
Elixir A good potion. 
Eloquence Beauty and persuasion in speech. 
Embrocation Rubbing on a lotion. 
Epiphany A sudden revelation.
Erstwhile At one time, for a time. 
Ethereal Gaseous, invisible but detectable.
Evanescent Vanishing quickly, lasting a very short time. 
Evocative Suggestive. 
Fetching Pretty. 
Furtive Shifty, sneaky. 
Glamour Beauty. 
Harbinger Messenger with news of the future. 
Inure To become jaded. 
Ingenue A naïve young woman.
Labyrinthine Twisting and turning. 
Lagniappe A special kind of gift. 
Lilt To move musically or lively. 
Lissome Slender and graceful. 
Lithe Slender and flexible.
Love Deep affection. 
Mellifluous Sweet sounding.
Nemesis An unconquerable archenemy. 
Offing The sea between the horizon and the offshore.
Opulent Lush, luxuriant. 
Panacea A solution for all problems  
Petrichor The smell of earth after rain. 
Plethora A large quantity.
Quintessential Most essential. 
Ratatouille A spicy French stew.
Ravel To knit or unknit.
Redolent Fragrant. 
Sempiternal Eternal.
Serendipity Finding something nice while looking for something else. 
Summery Light, delicate or warm and sunny. 
Sumptuous Lush, luxurious. 
Surreptitious Secretive, sneaky.
Susurrous Whispering, hissing. 
Talisman A good luck charm.
Tintinnabulation Tinkling.
Wherewithal The means. 
Woebegone Sorrowful, downcast.

Hoama Soama

Im leaving this island in 18 days, home in 19~~
I took down my bulletin board
I packed up two boxes
One drawer is almost empty
And all my books but a few are long gone


in the mean time
the friends
sun
beach 
school

cheap life


my horoscope tells me i need to dish up some sh*t today.. whatevaaaaaaaaa

PINK the popstar

pardon the sun for getting in my eyes
and forgive me making this a few weeks overdue

ps. i got asked if i was going for a Pink the pop artist look today...
answer. YES. so what?
bad bad pink jokes.

Asexual

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Dear You

Dear blog,
Sorry i have been neglecting you. i will work on it. and i promise my tumblr isnt getting very much attention lately either

Dear Dayna,
You are my best friend. I Love you baby! and i always will no matter what. and im mad you still havent received my package!

Dear Ray,
Be mine in the sunshine. i cant wait to see you!

Dear Marissa,
I am going to miss you more then you know. k sweet sauce yo.

Dear Gym, 
I always forget about how important you are to me. we were on such a high! what happened? 

Dear Alicia,
What happened to the OC?

Dear Hawaii,
You have been nice. now stop with the rain and wind for a few days please

Dear Homework,
I am not going to miss you

Dear Mom, 
How was your date with Gary? all i can think about right now is "now gary on the kick drum, come come" 

Dear Utah, 
PLEASE thaw out, PLEASE

Dear weekends,
Come faster! and end later

Sous

I want to write a cookbook 

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

BLONDE


or yellow...

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

suedehead

I love when i hardly sleep but feel like a perfect night
If i could take one thing out of life it would be sleeping


This week is a good week. i realized i really want to be a feminist attorney. i read the feminine mystique last summer but wasnt too interested in it, but i think ill go back and read more by Friedan. or perhaps start reading Allred's book.


My playlist is lacking. if you have any suggestions EMAIL me or just comment. 


I wrote a few updated letters this week and i am REALLY going to mail them this time. so if youre expecting a letter from me, check your mail!


Marissa, Devin, Alicia and I watched a sunset and sunset

Monday, March 8, 2010

A-Ha



<3 ash-o-lee

Sunday, March 7, 2010

danit

My filter is not working this week

King Lewis

Marissa and I adopted a cat Lewis last week
We planned to keep him forever
in our little dorm room he was going to live
until he broke strike one
a few hours later 
strike two
we bid him adieu
Heres to the best cat in the united states.
Its you Lewis
Its you!

Friday, March 5, 2010

Windy graham

Wind is the weather i like the least
Wind is the weather i have lived in this week
STOP!
STOP!
STOP!

time is running

My last post stressed me out. thinking of the unthinkable 47 pages of writing. So im going to break it down for my sanity and over all wellbeing as a student.
its only going to be 9 projects. 9 thats all. thats so simple. that is only 2 projects a week. and come to think of it, i really have nothing better to do with my time then fill my brain with information. and after filling it, it shouldnt be too hard to write it all out on the computer and submit my brain for a grade.


If there is one thing i know about time, it always runs out
the end always comes.
It seems like just barley we were all sitting on alicias bed coming up with a list of adventures to go on before we all leave this island, but actually that was a whole month ago...
1. hike laie falls
2. sunset@sunset
3. skydive
4. explore the point
5. shrimp shack
6. kailua or lanikai beach
7. surf at castles beach
8. chinamans hat
9. stairway to heaven
10. manawili falls
11. diamond head ( did this on a past hawaiian trip)
12. devin must kiss a boy
and we have cleared ZERO, NONE items off of that list


All my girlfriends are coming back in the fall. all but me. so its essential that i do
#2

#3

#9

and witness #12

all the rest would be great, but unfortunately im not going to attempt to make time for them.
and actually if devin will just kiss a boy i would feel so complete. okay maybe not SO, but i would be feeling pretty awesome for her

Thursday, March 4, 2010

mind wrestling

Sometimes i think ive been cast as the robot in this drama we all call life.
hiding emotions
bottling up
disappearing
maybe i really am not capable of feeling anything
maybe its my extremely red/type a personality
or maybe it is my past teaching me to not let external factors affect me.
I have been reminded time after time of my 'anxiety' issues and each time i hear it i think i start to believe that maybe i do have a little problem. but not really. i think it is completely normal for a girl to feel crazy at times. really its not me that is crazy. it my mind and my attitude telling me that im crazy. its my wacked out mind controlling my thoughts and my actions and my reactions. maybe i am crazy after all. but if i am so is everyone else.


Im feeling a lot of things this week
stressed
unattractive
distracted
mind blank
deranged
unhealthy
confused
overwhelmed
distraught
bothered
maybe more, but thats all my mind can conjure up right now




On a happier note, school ends in FOUR weeks! only four more weeks. and i can do it!

Fall back, in these coming four weeks i have exactly 47 pages of writing due. 
This includes all my writing assignments for the rest of the semester in all my classes.
Im thinking about somehow relating them all together and just writing a short novel. JOKE
Lesson learned: NEVER take four history hours in one semester, no matter how smart you think you are!
Also im going to have to cut back on work. luckily i dont have an office job and many many things count as work hours. 
I am living the college life. TOTALLY. 
on yeah.. i have not worn a bra or underwear in the past two weeks. are they dirty? or am i just lazy? a little of both


*UPDATE**
1. I officially fit into a 34B bra (i can still wear my 32A bras luckily)
2. My size 27 pants are all almost too small now (hence im getting FAT) and i hardly have any size 28 (luckily the scale told me i have lost a few more of this hawaiian freshman weight)
3.Marissa and I adopted a cat, Lewis. then he left. (more on him in a later post)
4. I ran a 7.30 minute mile last night
5. I cut carbs out of my diet for the month its going well so far! (its only been a day)
6. My hair is forever changing, im a blonde now. but i have been braiding marissas hair every night and i have been missing long hair so much
7. I applied to college, now im waiting and going insane while doing so
8. I miss bella, i miss home. (mother got tickets for the stadium of fire AGAIN. we go every year and im excited to hang out with her. *confession* i have been youtubing carrie underwood music videos all week hoping to become a fan...still hoping)
9. DAYNA made a blog and i LURVVV it.
10. MORGAN made a blog as well, for some reason i cant look at it though...
11. im almost finished applying for some humanitarian projects, hopefully ill finish this week.
12. im going to get around to organizing the blog group, SOON