Imaginary Ordinary

I can see people watching my super human will power dissolving, unconsciously maybe it is.

Stake president met with me last week,
Today was day three of three that the lady missionaries have asked to meet me. 
I feel a little sorry for them because they are here in laie, hawaii where 95 percent of people are members of the church already. So i give a smile and say "Im not sure if i will attend church this week yet?"


Today the conversation went something like this. "Will you be at church the lady missionaries want to meet you?" "I am not sure, why do you keep asking me to meet them?" "Oh, they just want to talk to you and get to know you a little better." "I am fine with meeting them, but i am not really interested in hearing their talk, so it would be a waste of both our times to have it." "Yeah you are right because they do want to talk to you about the church." "Okay, great. Let them know i am uninterested." 


Welcome back super human. 

The End

I think its funny how just because 
People dont hear about something ending,
Means they assume nothing has ended.

90s and hot boys

'Wow. hes single now. you should try to tumblr woo him, if he becomes active again. haha oh, O-town. i wonder where the others are now...'

'I shall woo him and he shall be mine.'

Im so sad that my brain still cant get a grip on tumblr.

food phobia

"Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels"

vancouver 2010

Canadian Shame.

Canada: The Whole World Is Watching

miss misery

lies and spies

Taking four history hours is probably not the greatest idea, but interesting to say the least.
I always wonder how the history i am learning differs from the history they are learning over there in the middle east and asia. or even on the east coast.
We all have our reasons for rewriting history, the history of our lives and the history of others. Sometimes its because we need to provide ourselves alibis. and sometimes we want to hurt someone who has hurt us. and then there are times we just want to spare ourselves the embarrassment of our own past. so what is history anyways? but just a set of lies agreed upon.

suck uk

Get out of my head 2009

fearless. unbelievable. for the birds.

i am tasting stars

"I wanna be rich
buy myself a huge loft
get f'ing tattoos.
buy fifty five tonnes
 of indie clothing
AND F'ING LIVE"
<3 mark

all grown up

I am not biggest fan of children
nor are they big fans of me
but some of them i really truly adore
If i ever have a future child i hope they are as witty and charming as this little peach

I have a dad that used to watch movies like this and life with mikey with me everyday.

I used to think i was curly sue. My hair was just like hers and dads hair was just like bills.

Dad combed my hair as soft as possible everyday (catering to my incredibly tender baby head)

One day after using the restroom, mom noticed something funny on the ends of my hair. turns out i had mistaken hair as toilet paper. F__K

Mom took me to get a haircut (good thing they were divorced)

The rest is history.

and Curly sue is now on wikipedia and an up and coming singer. goodluck.

everything you can imagine

Angelina Jolie is like so so so pretty
Vs.
Rachel Mcadams is always the woman

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!

Gray/Grey is the color of the past few months

My new room and bathroom are both grey in fact.

Grey is nearly never used. 

It is a loner

Different in itself.

its all just the same.

One more time for fun.

FLUORESCENT

new swimsuit lines

my body is the same still

I want this one

dont close your eyes

Since nearly two weeks of the new year have passed i thought it time to make some real goals for the year.

I dont really believe in making resolutions simply because i have only ever kept one. But goals are good. Goals are just something to work for, whereas resolutions create a big burden on your shoulders making you believe you have to do whatever it is you resoluted to. And for me, anyone making me do something (even my own mind) makes me really want to rebel. real bad.

I am also going to start collecting records and books for my new room in my new house

I hope nineteen is the greatest of all great years.

Sunshine in asia

I am so happily unsatisfied with my disinterest in all things interesting to me last week.


"i saw the most asian lady today with short dark hair and a plaid shirt. until about ten feet away, i thought it was you" -AmyHanson via textmessage


Always making my day

I wish I wish I wish

air creep

I have successfully just wasted three hours of my life watching two of the worst movies one written by Diablo Cody.

What happens to good writers?

Fancy Dance

Im higher than high

Im lower than deep

Hoes before bros.

Its a rule

read the guidelines

Bad News

I will not procrastinate this semester

I will not procrastinate this semester

I will not procrastinate this semester

I will not procrastinate this semester

I will not procrastinate this semester

I will not procrastinate this semester

I will not procrastinate this semester

I will not procrastinate this semester

I will not procrastinate this semester

I will not procrastinate this semester

I will not procrastinate this semester

I will not procrastinate this semester